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Post by Volodja Uljanov on Oct 4, 2015 4:46:57 GMT
"We have a helicopter we can use, but we need a damn pilot," said Volodja slowly between his clenched teeth. His emotions were dead at moment and his brain took over the lead. Sophie could not help him either because of her own heartbreak. She sat in her Bottega, obviously shocked, staring in front of her with emptiness in her glance. "Anyone can fly this baby?" Volodja asked from Ark hunters. "A kingdom for a pilot!" "I could give it a try," said someone and curly haired girl made her way through the crowd. "I see that you got an emergency and since all those pussys around here aren't the material, I need for the next expedition, I can get my adrenaline boost and rewards from somewhere else. To be honest - I just received an order to get you out of here ASAP. Name is Amelia, by the way." "You can call me Volo," sounded polite but unemotional reply from Volodja's mouth. "Nice to meet you, handsome, but no time for the following chit chat. Just load your valuable burden into the Gargoyle and up we go! Concluding from your blank face, it's a matter of life and death to you, so we won't waste any more time." Kaj carried Sandy into the Gargoyle with the help of Volodja, placed her down and sat by her side. Volodja sat next to him, holding Sandy's hand in his, when their helicopter rose from the ground and headed towards the base where Medical team was already waiting their arrival. Their flight took centuries. At least it seemed that long for Volodja, but when they finally landed to the helipad then time started to fly again as if it was catching up. Kaj and Volodja carried Sandy gently to the hospital cart, placed her down and followed her into the operation room where Dr. Orion prepared everything for the operation. Pyotr Yershov stood right there because he was also informed about the situation and he had time to find another EGO implant and make proper adjustments to it, including the software. He stepped by Volodja's side and said: "Бороться и искать, найти и не сдаваться" (To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield). Volodja automatically replied: "The last line from " Ulysses" by lord Tennyson, also used as a motto for the protagonist in in Veniamin Kaverin's book "Два капитана" (Two Captains). We won't give up, but fight for her life as long as she wants to fight as well. She has more to gain from staying alive than giving up the fight. We all have more to gain from that." Pyotr looked at Volodja seriously: "You was the one who brought Stephanie and me together just because you thought it was the right thing to do and you were right. You made me a happy man by helping me to marry the girl I had a secret crush. Without you I would never dared to ask her out for a date. And now I see you walking the path, leading beyond good and evil, because you are about to lose the girl, you love. I pray that Sandy stays alive. For the sake of all of us, because I don't want to lose a friend like you to the Death. Death should never win." "Death always wins at the end, Pyotr. But we can prolong the race and live as much as possible. I am willing to die one day, but only after having a long, exciting and productive life with Sandy Bell," said Volodja firmly. "Without her I just have to seek for the Death myself. I am getting tired running away from him."
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Post by Sandy Bell on Oct 4, 2015 6:34:04 GMT
Volodja and Kaj had to lie Sandy on her stomach on the floor of the helicopter, her back and the back of her legs a shredded mass of red meat, making it hard to discern where her torn uniform and armor ended and where the hamburger meat that was her flesh began. Two Dragoons helped them get her into the copter, the rookie of the two immediately vomiting after he left but even the veteran looked gray in the face. Her back and legs were full of shrapnel, but the biggest piece was in the back of her neck right where the EGO implant was located, so that not only blood oozed out of that wound but a greenish black liquid as well. Otherwise, other than a superficial scalp wound on the back of her head, Sandy's head was untouched, although her face was abnormally pale and her breathing ragged. As the Gargoyle took off, Amelia, the helicopter's pilot, looked grim as she glanced over her shoulder, doubtful that her passenger would survive the trip. Two of the Dragoons left on Alcatraz started to place bets on that very topic, until their commanding officer looked at them sternly and admonished them for not respecting a fellow soldier. The helicopter ride was uneventful, except that Sandy's pulse became weaker moment by moment. After Sandy was wheeled into the operating room still unconscious, Dr. Orion meticulously removed all the shrapnel from her back and legs, but when he tried to remove the one from her neck, her heart stopped. He quickly got her heart beating again with a shock from a defibrillator, but then was at a quandary as to what to do next. He consulted with the EGO expert Pyotr Yershov, but he too was unsure of what to do, so they treated the wound as best they could, cutting the protruding piece of metal down close to the EGO device itself. Dr. Orion and Pyotr Yershov publically agreed that their patient needed to regain her strength before anything further could be done, but the looks in both men's eyes showed doubt as to whether she would even survive the night. Meanwhile Sandy awoke in the dark looking up into the concerned face of Sarge. She could tell she was lying on her back and could see a flickering source of light behind him, so she asked, "Where the fuck are we Sarge?" As Sandy sat up with Sarge's help, her pretty face winced in the pain that streamed from the back of her neck as her blue eyes noticed that a campfire was the source of the flickering light, but that otherwise everything was black. She thought to herself that "black" wasn't the right word for, for it was not so much the color of black, but the absence of light she was perceiving, which made the flames of the campfire stand out even more. Sarge smiled his Gary Cooper smile, and replied, "Somewhere in your subconscious I think, although I'm not sure of that. I wish I had paid more attention to our EMC camp psychologist at the Friday night poker games, but I was too busy winning his money to listen to his boring conversation." Sandy laughed melodically, which echoed strangely in that place, then said, "I wish I hadn't been watching the ocean outside my classroom window during my boring college psychology class too, because maybe I would have learned something damn useful for this situation if I did. So... what the hell do we do now?" "We wait," Advised Sarge, taking out a used pack of cards from his uniform coat's pocket, "And bide our time while your team mates get us the help we obviously need. How about a game of Gin Rummy?"
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Post by Volodja Uljanov on Oct 4, 2015 7:04:09 GMT
Volodja didn't cared what other might think, say or do to stop him from rushing into the Surgery room. He dropped to his knees by Sandy and whispered:
"I love you. I need you. And even if I speak for others, I have to say - we all love and need you. You are our inspiration, the air we breathe. And you will find new perspectives for you, I am sure about that. We don't have to limit ourselves with the known world but can discover and/or create the unknown part as well to satisfy our needs. We have lot to give to you and you have a lot to offer. So, please, stay with us if you don't want to stay with me or because of me. Stay for the sake of rest of our people.
If you go, then...I will go as well to be with you to the end of the time. Not now, not here, but I am willing to face my Death in the future as long as it brings us together again and I won't do anything any more to cheat the Death, because as soon as I die, we can be together. I know how desperate I sound, but I love you and if you are not around, I don't have much choices any more. The thing we are having happens once in a lifetime and everything which may occur after that is just a pale shadow. I know that I am sounding selfish, but I am quite sure that you want to live and if you decide to chose to continue with your life, then everything what happened in Alcatraz wont't leave any scars - not emotional nor physical, because EGO psyches are quite good in aesthetic surgery. I know that because without Sophie , I would be showing my physical scars to the rest of the world. And emotionally scarred me is here to patch your emotional scars, because I look so good and that should make me believable. Always trust the good looking man. Sorry for the lame joke."
Tears from his eyes were free to find their path on his cheeks until they dropped to Sandy's skin. Volodja didn't cared what might happen to his reputation also after showing himself to be able to cry in public. All he cared about was Sandy. She was everything to him. Tears don't lie. Tears can't lie if they come from the heart.
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Post by Atticus Batman on Oct 4, 2015 9:34:23 GMT
I was on the roof when the Dragoon's heli-copter arrived. As Kaj and Volo hopped out and got sandy onto the stretcher on her stomach, I could tell it was even worse now than when Vo contacted me. As the stretcher was wheeled past me, I could see the damage and smell the acrid odor of the greenish black liquid oozing from her neck. Obviously the doctors had their work cut out for them. Fortunately we have the best medical staff and equipment that Doctor Orion could find. So all we could do was hope and perhaps pray that would be enough.
As they took Sandy away to the Infirmary, I thanked the Dragoons and offered to have their Gargoyle refueled and said they could enjoy a meal in our Mess while they waited. They agreed so I had a security officer show our guests to our Mess.
After they headed to the Mess, I contacted Chris to have the Dragoon's copter refueled. Then I went to the infirmary. As soon as I had the current prognosis, I sent Vo an EGO message to fill him in. I also notified Belle as Sandy is still her family even if they have problems with each other. As soon as the doctors had left the operating room, Volo was in there by her side. Kaj was standing near the surgery door the whole time, as he didn't want to be any farther from his injured friend than he had to be. When Volo went into the room, Kaj closed the door to give him privacy and threatened to bust the lips of any who didn't give Volo his privacy. I leaned against the wall and said, "I am afraid all I can say is that I hope she can recover from this. I do not want to lose any of our family. Kaj I know why you are still here and I am sure Sandy would appreciate it and that Volo would as well if he knew that you were protecting the door to give him some privacy. So I am not going to tell you to go see Kara or get some rest or food, but you should at least think about it."
After Kaj said he would consider it later, I quietly glanced through the door at Volo holding Sandy's hand for a second then reclosed it to respect his privacy and to keep from pissing off Kaj, who was obviously VERY serious about hitting those who didn't respect Volo's privacy with his injured girlfriend at the moment. Then I went to talk to the doctors. After they filled me in on how surgery went, I updated Vo and Belle. Then I went to the War Room as I felt I needed to be there at the moment. I sent Lady an EGO, just to tell her I loved her. Then I slumped in my Command Chair to await what comes next.
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Post by Volodja Uljanov on Oct 4, 2015 9:44:59 GMT
Volodja overheard the conversation between Atticus and Kaj, because Sophie was able to provide him with information after she regained herself to be an EGO psyche, Volodja needed her to be. And just like Captain Smith on board of RMS Titanic, he said: "You've done your duty. You can do no more. Abandon this toom, it's everyone for himself. Look after yourselves now. I release you both. God bless you." And he added: "I wanted a long lasting relationship and a happy ending to Sandy and myself, but...Gentlemen, it has been a privilege to play with you tonight. I know that I can't live without her. But rest of you can go now, because...you have your beloved ones alive so you can go and see them, " said Volodja.
After that Volodja lowered himself to bent over Sandy and stood silent. If they were about to sink, then they will sink together. Wherever she goes, Volodja will follow her later...After all - according to statistics he didn't matter. One pointless guy less won't affect the general situation. No matter when he follows her....But if she wants, she will follow the old lovers in the sand, walking hand in hand routine, Volodja tried before...
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Post by Belle Starr on Oct 4, 2015 16:41:56 GMT
Belle Starr was packed, all of her belongings in a duffel bag and a suit case, surprised at how little she had accumulated in the time she had been in the Bay Area and felt precious enough to take with her to Boston. She was staring at the two bags, wondering if her lover, Vo Kshaa, would bring more or less then her, when she got the call of Sandy's injuries from Atticus Batman. She sighed, stood up, and straightened the collar of her green and black Casti business suit, and headed to the infirmary in measured steps. She thought about her life at Fortress Kshaa, and how they were always on the brink of tragedy, but always seemed to be able to pull there collective fat out of the fire at the last minute. She really hoped this would be the case with Sandy this time, but she also knew that it was only a matter of time before their luck ran out and Death caught up with them and took its due. It had twice before: First with Chase Lonehart, and it may have done so again with him; and then her sister, whose remains she buried on the moon. Belle saw Atticus and Kaj standing by the door of one of the Infirmary's patient rooms, the latter clearly guarding it from his stance. She guessed Voldja was in there with Sandy, and like them, was loathe to interrupt their privacy, so she leaned on the wall next to Atticus, folding her lean arms and staring at the blankness of the wall across from her with contemplative blue diamond eyes leaving the silence around them unbroken. "It's only a matter of time," Thought Belle sadly, "Before Death catches up with us all!" Belle hoped it wasn't Sandy's turn, just as Volodja and her had finally found happiness, but in this situation, Belle was finding it hard to find the half full part of Life's drinking glass.
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Post by Sandy Bell on Oct 4, 2015 17:38:25 GMT
Sandy Bell sat cross legged next to the camp fire playing Gin Rummy with Master Sargent Murphy, the psyche she created for her EGO based on her memories and perceptions of her long dead squad sargent during the Pale Wars, in the darkness of her subconscious. Despite the intense pain she felt in the back of her neck, she was thinking clearly, and had won as many games as she had lost, which was pretty good in that Sarge was an expert at card games. Whereas she relied on luck to win at them, he always relied on skill, and in the many times she had played with him in the trenches between battles, she rarely saw him lose, especially to her. However at this time and at this place, her luck so far had seemed to be holding. "May I join you?" Asked an eerie voice from the blackness. "Umm... sure?" Answered Sandy, her big blue eyes narrowing as they tried to pierce the veil of darkness to see who had spoken. Suddenly a tattered robed figure with a skull face entered into the small circle of flickering light created by the warm campfire, and the air quickly became colder. "I know you," Said Sandy unafraid with a grin, "You're Death. I've lived with you chasing my tail ever since I was a breach birth. You almost fucking caught me a few times. There was that time with the Great White shark when I was surfing, then that time at Spring Break, then a couple of more times during the Pale Wars, and last time when I left Belle's body with no place to go, or so I thought. How the Hell are you? Pull up a damned rock and sit a spell. I'd offer you a fucking beer, but we seem to be fresh out. Want me to deal you in, or are you in a rush?" Death was taking aback, not used to being greeted with such hospitality, no matter how vulgar it might be. Death was used to being greeted with screams of anguish and begging for mercy, with a few quiet looks of grim resolution, but friendly salutations and an offer of a card game? Never? There were a few offers of chess games ever since that damned Scandinavian film director portrayed him as liking them, but those offers were usually accompanied with demands that if the offerer won they got to live. "Don't the fools realize that Death does not make deals?" Death thought to himself as he sat down, lifting his robe to his bony knees as he sat next to the pair of soldiers, then saying politely in a hollow voice as he regarded the pretty blond girl and her handsome virtual companion, "Thank you. I'll play whatever you're playing." However, as Sandy dealt out the worn cards for a new round, she wondered to herself if her luck had finally run out.
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Post by Vo Kshaa on Oct 4, 2015 20:04:18 GMT
Vo contacted Atticus on what's happened and kept the connection with Dragoons' squad until Sandy was safely transported to their helicopter. Then he arranged Mek and other captives to be transported to the boat they came in as they were definitely in a much better condition and didn't need immediate medical help thanks to Sandy's action. After that, he left back into the bunker as they still needed to finish their mission. "Shirra, what's the most reliable way to destroy those canisters? I don't consider blowing them up or dropping them into the Ocean reliable as we can't allow any portion of the gas to spill into the air", he asked his EGO unit as she scanned around the bunker. "Well, I'd be glad to tell you there's a Singularity bomb conveniently placed nearby, but that would be a lie", Shirra replied. "But then, from what I can tell from the archives I've gained access to, this bunker was supposed to store a rocket. The rocket itself have never made it here, but the reserve fuel for it was already transported here and was stored in the room the mutant Engineer came from. If we combine the gas from the canisters with the oxidizer and then add the rocket fuel to the mix, then all that would be left of the oxidative reaction, the heat from the burnt fuel would take care of.""In other words, we can just fill that room with oxidizer and fuel tanks and blow up them all, right?""That will work as well, but expect a huge explosion in a closed space combined with a heavy structural damage to the bunker, probably more than its walls can handle.""That might be even better this way", Vo thought back, "Lead me to the fuel tanks then."He went into the room the Engineer came from, noticing most of the tanks were full and intact. It didn't take him much time to get one of the lift trucks working, so he used it to pull the oxidizer tank and the fuel tank into the room which contained drug cans. He placed the oxidizer tank on top of the drug cans and poured a full magazine of grenades from his Milking Maid onto them. The fuel tank was placed a little further away so it would detonate a second later from the released cluster grenades after the oxidative reaction would already start from the initial explosion. After all the preparations were done, he closed the secret door and ordered Shirra to calculate the maximum reliable distance from which he could remotely detonate the grenades. Once he was walking the calculated distance away from the closed room towards the exit, he radioed Tony and his team to start the boat's engine and steer it away from the bunker's entrance. "But not too far, or you won't be enjoying the fireworks", Vo added with his usual banter, but not feeling any joy for the mission he was about to complete. Once Tony reported they got to a safe distance, Vo activated his Blur and hit the detonation switch. He rushed to the exit and jumped into the water, the heat wave close behind, as if in a movie. At any other time he would laugh at his dramatic escape and probably did some artistic trick as he fell into water, but this time he merely swam to the boat, not looking back, only asking his EGO if she has detected any unusual gases escaping into the air with the heat wave and feeling a slight relief there were none. He climbed on board, glanced over the collapsed bunker entrance and merely said he's ready to go back to Alcatraz as he sat at the bow and stared at waves rolling in front of the boat. Once they got back to the main hub at Alcatraz, he met the Dragoons team and arranged their second pilot to take his team's helicopter to transport the captives to the mainland. Mek politely declined his offer to be transported as he said he had some business with Tony, so the only intermediate stop they had on their flight was at the Overpass to leave the two other Inquisitors' victims where they could find a transport to their homes. After that, the helicopter flied to the team's base so that the pilot could join the other members of the Dragoons' team on their return trip to the Alcatraz where they could continue their mission. All the time of the flight Vo was sad and silent as the severity of the situation finally got to him. Although the mission was fulfilled, he definitely failed as a leader. As a leader, he felt responsible for each member of his team, and what happened to Sandy would be always on his head. Once the helicopter landed on the base's helipad, Vo invited the pilot to join his team mates at the canteen and then he went straight to the infirmary to learn the latest news on Sandy's condition. Upon seeing all the members of the team were there too, he took Belle's hand as it was the only reassuring gesture he though could suit the situation and said quietly, "The bunker's destroyed with all the drugs and any other Inquisitors' equipment that could be there inside. Mek decided to stay in Alcatraz; two other victims were safely transported to the Overpass. Any news on Sandy's condition?"
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Post by Belle Starr on Oct 4, 2015 21:10:40 GMT
"Sandy's condition is...not good," Belle answered Vo's question with a grim look on her pretty freckled face as she squeezed his hand in gratitude that he was safe and with her here at this sad moment in time. Just then, Dr. Orion and Pyotr Yershov walked into the hallway where the anxious team mates waited outside Sandy's hospital room door, the diminutive Liberata doctor carrying a large medical data pad. The worried team mates immediately surrounded the pair, all asking questions at the same time, until Belle intervened. "Y'all hold your horses and let the Doc have some breathing room," Said Belle loudly in the thick Southwestern accent she often slipped into when she was nervous, "Okay what can y'all tell us about Sandy's condition - and don't mince words with us, Doc! We're all adults here and I reckon we can take the news, no matter how bad, although I'm a hoping it will be good!" Doctor Orion cleared his throat, as he often did before he gave a prognosis, but he tugged at his white oversized handle barred mustache as he spoke, revealing that he was not happy at the news he was delivering, "Sandy is stable, and the automatic functions of her EGO appear to be working, as her physical injuries are healing at a remarkable rate, with little to no scarring however..." As Dr. Orion stopped and looked pensively down at the floor, Belle urged him to speak, "However what Doc?" Dr. Orion looked back up, his beady black eyes glinting with sorrow, as he continued, "The large piece of shrapnel has gone through her EGO implant into her spinal cord. If we remove it or the EGO implant, we risk turning her into a quadriplegic, or worse yet, killing her. And there's more bad news..." "What is it Doc?" Asked Belle with alarm, "Please tell me - I mean us!" Dr. Orion held up his Data Pad for all of them to see, as it showed a picture of Sandy's brain, as he explained, "The red area, the frontal lobe and part of the temporal lobe, are showing hardly any bio-electrical activity where the rest of the brain seems to be operating within normal parameters. The frontal lobe is what governs out cognitive abilities, and affects our memories, but without it we tend to be no more human then a vegetable. If we don't figure out something, Sandy will indeed wake up, and heal to be physically fine. All her motor functions will probably be normal, but the Sandy we know will be gone, nor will she even be basically human anymore. Pyotr and I have been brainstorming, but so far have come up with nothing, but neither on of us are brain specialists. I do however know brain specialists in this country, who also know other brain specialists in other countries. I can assure you I will be working non-stop to help Sandy come back to us." At the same moment that Dr. Orion gave his diagnosis to the team outside Sandy's room, Volodja Uljanov's tears fell on her cheek. Sandy's big blue eyes fluttered open at the touch, but they were lackluster, with no trace of the glint of good humor usually in them. Her pretty face remained impassive although her breathing was regular as she stared past Volodja, with no sign that she recognized him either as her lover or even as a fellow human being.
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Post by Lady Christianna on Oct 4, 2015 22:44:29 GMT
Lady Christianna sat in a big comfortable wing backed chair in the nursery, watching the sleeping twins in their cribs. She wore only an oversized bright yellow t-shirt with a happy face on the front of it that did not mirror her own. Her skinny chalk white legs were curled under her and she nervously tugged at the electronic house arrest band around her thin ankle with one small alabaster forefinger. Pink tears streamed from her pink eyes and down her pretty Castithan face as she stared into space, her small mouth agape in shock at the news Belle Starr just sent to her EGO.
"Another victim of my madness," Thought Lady forlornly to herself, "First all those kidnapped Indogenes, then Iri in a coma. Chase has disappeared into the Canadian desert and is probably dead. And now Sandy..."
Lady stood up, activating the holographic nanny, and proceeded to wander aimlessly in the bunker they called home, still crying with regret for all the harm she had done. She remembered promising her husband Atticus Batman that she wouldn't leave their home, and she didn't intend to, but as she wandered, she found herself in Atticus's armory. She plopped down on a small wooden bench next to a worktable and stared with tearful pink eyes at the guns mounted on the wall in front of her.
"Just wanted Eden. Just wanted a Utopia for kids so they wouldn't have childhoods like Atticus and me. Wanted to do something important, be someone important. Was that so much?" Lady asked her EGO Psyche, MOM, as she stood up taking a Wolfhound pistol mounted on the wall that had caught her eye.
Lady remembered a year ago of simpler times, before she was a member of the Protectors, before she was married to the infamous Atticus Batman, before she had twin children, before she aspired to become the Mistress of Sorrow, when she was merely a teenage apprentice ark hunter in training with a brand new EGO implant, and the famous Belle Starr, clan mate and adopted big sister agreed to be her mentor. Belle was showing her how to take down a War Master, that one attacked the back where the armor was weakest, and that you stripped away that armor with a SMG or Assault Rifle with bio or rad nanos. Once that was down, the War Master hunting experts of the clan all agreed that a wolfhound pistol was the best way to kill it, along with teamwork of course.
Lady had religiously followed her training whenever she hunted War Master with her ark hunter clan, much like she had always followed instructions her whole seventeen years of life. That was, until she took on the role of Mistress of Sorrow, and took her destiny into her own hands - seemingly destroying so many lives while doing it. As pink tears fell from her eyes with renewed vigor, Lady took the barrel of the Wolfhound pistol and stuck it into her small mouth, stretching her lips so much that the corners of her mouth began to bleed.
"What are you doing Lady?" MOM, her EGO psyche, mentally yelled in alarm at her.
As the taste of metal and blood permeated the taste buds of her mouth, Lady moved her delicate right forefinger to the cold trigger of the Wolfhound revolver as pink tears continued to stream down her face, then she pulled the gun's barrel out of her mouth and sadly replied out loud, "Nothing. Promised Atticus. Wouldn't leave the house."
When Atticus returned hours later, he would find her still sitting on the work bench alone in the armory, still holding the Wolfhound pistol, her tears spent but her huge pink eyes red and swollen from all the crying, staring without focus at the floor. He would gently take the gun away from her, pick her up in his strong arms and with her arms held tightly around his thick neck take her to their bedroom and lay her down in the bed they shared. He would then strip off his armor and lay naked next to her. Ladxy buried her small head into his scarred chest while he held her as she cried herself to sleep, muttering the words over and over again, "I'm so sorry," until she finally fell into an uneasy sleep.
Atticus lay holding her through the night, awake as he listened to her periodic whimpering and feeling the trembling that often tore through her tiny thin body, as he stared at the ceiling with electric blue eyes and thought, "This is indeed Madness!"
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Post by Atticus Batman on Oct 5, 2015 0:21:38 GMT
After I had gone to the War Room leaving Belle with Kaj, I had stayed there trying to do busy work, until I was notified that Vo's chopper was on a landing approach and Doctor Orion notified me that he needed to see me right away. So I got up and went back to the Infirmary. I got there shortly before Vo joined us. After he joined us Belle filled him in as much as she could.
Just then, Dr. Orion and Pyotr Yershov walked into the hallway where the anxious team mates waited outside Sandy's hospital room door, the diminutive Liberata doctor carrying a large medical data pad. The worried team mates immediately surrounded the pair, all asking questions at the same time, until Belle intervened. After Belle had her say, Doctor Orion gave us the grim Diagnosis. After he was done, I said, "Doctor, Volo's EGO just notified me that your patient is awake."
Then I looked at the rest of the team, "I notified Corporal Lebeau that Vo had found a pilot and was heading home a little while ago, but Lebeau's opinion was that since he was already heading to Alcatraz, his team would join up with the 13th dragoons for some training. So Corporal Lebeau and his team are now at Alcatraz. They will be back in a few hours. So I am going back to the War Room, where I can at least try to do something useful. There is nothing that we can do here, even though I wish I could and Doctor Orion will keep me up to date. Then I will notify all of you if anything changes. Although I feel it should be me on that table, not one of you. Perhaps all good Commanders feel that way. I don't know but it is how I feel. Anyway all we can do now is get some rest or food, keep busy, and hope she does get better. So I will be in the War Room if needed, until the next shift relieves me."
I went back to the War Room and just focused on all the busy work that had piled up, since I went to Lima to rescue my great niece and nephew, After all I had been too busy and pre-occupied to do it, since my return from Lima and it definitely needed done.
Hours later, Lebeau and his 3 man team had returned and the night shift relieved me in the War Room. So I went back to my family home, where I found Lady still sitting on the work bench alone in main armory, still holding the Wolfhound pistol, her tears spent but her huge pink eyes red and swollen from all the crying, staring without focus at the floor. I gently took the gun away from her, pick her up in my strong arms and with her arms held tightly around my thick neck I took her to OUR bedroom and laid her down in the bed we shared. Then I stripped off my armor and laid naked next to her. Lady buried her small head into my scarred chest while I held her as she cried herself to sleep, muttering the words over and over again, "I'm so sorry," until she finally fell into an uneasy sleep.
I lay holding her through the night, awake as I listened to her periodic whimpering and feeling the trembling that often tore through her tiny thin body, as I stared at the ceiling with electric blue eyes and thought, "This is indeed Madness!" After a little longer, I heard Lady once again mumble in her sleep, "I'm sorry". As I held her tighter to me, I thought, "We know you are sorry darling, very sorry. You can not blame yourself for all of this. Dak! This is definitely Madness, indeed!!"
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Post by Volodja Uljanov on Oct 5, 2015 4:23:23 GMT
"At least she is alive," thought Volodja. "But now her glance is just like a piece of blank paper. She doesn't recognize me any more. And I think that she needs her rest. We all could use some."
Volodja stood up and looked at Sandy Bell. Even he was just a stranger in the night in her eyes at moment, he loved her with all of his heart. But since she needed her space and time to recover, Volodja had to remove himself from the room. Madness rhymes with sadness and Volodja faced them both during few last days and as a result he felt like he was beaten up. What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger, but Volodja had already huge burden on his shoulders, so he felt like a camel, waiting for the final straw which breaks his back instead of adding strength. He needed time to lick his wounds, so best thing he can do is to lock himself into his room for awhile and put out the sign "Dead to the world."
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